十载伤痕十载痛，人生道上向苍穹。与君相遇乃相识，知音一世岂多求。

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小时候的一次意外，自己手臂上留下了一块大大的烫伤疤痕，和很多8友一样，刚开始自己觉得没什么，可随着年龄增加，苦恼开始多了，本来自己在各方面都挺不错的，却因为那一处疤痕，让自己终会小心翼翼的，很多自己能够做到的事情也应为自己的抑郁而放弃，在追逐梦想的途中，自己一再倒下，又一再坚强地爬了起来，21岁本是自己奋力拼搏的年华，可当我再一次站在人生的十指路口时，我又一次在它面前低下了头。

如今我选择了接受医院治疗，花费了不小金钱，也做了好几个疗程了，效果是有，但进展很慢，我有些迷茫，我不知道是无法治疗了吗，我心里是否还要抱定那个能行的信念，那是之前一直支持我走过来的力量，我自己现在有很多事情要做，自己需要付出很大的精力和努力，可是心里的纠结使我无法做到，满脑子都是那块疤的影子。

在家人、朋友、同学面前，我可以无所不能，我是那样一个可以很好相处的人，“没有城府、喜欢运动、善待他人、纯洁有气质、聪明有潜力”这些都是一帮同学对我的评价。不过说实话，我内心里却感到很无助，相信正在看帖的你能够明白我的心绪，这些东西一般人也许能够理解，但我们却不会轻易与他们交流，这似乎是一处不能踩及的地雷，我们会把它隐藏起来，可是隐藏得越深，自己就越能感受到它带来的痛。

几个月前，我选择了疤痕修复的治疗，是按疗程来的，我下定决心要让疤痕不再明显，要让自己今后可以放开手脚大干一场。同时很重要的是，我还要用行动告诉一个人，让他不要放弃自己，努力去奋斗，有一天他也可以和我一样。然而不知是上天的故意历砺炼，还是医学水平的瓶颈所致，疤痕恢复的效果很慢，我开始迷茫，我现在真的很累了，有时会做出些自己都觉得好笑的事，不过我会时刻提醒自己：是个男人，就要刚得起！

日子一天天过去，我浪费了很多时间在虚度之上，我希望有人能给我疤痕方面正确的认识，我希望有人能给我勉励，我有一个个梦想，我会去努力，也一定会去实现它们，可眼前最重要的是我要振作起来，我要坚定自己的想法，我需要一股力量，那力量很可能来自于不曾相识的你！

在此留下我的QQ：1303905520

希望这一页文字让你我有缘相识！

2009.11.21

回头一笑 · 发表于 2009-11-22 11:34:01

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